brother sun, sister moon.
Archive ask me anything.
(i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens;
be my friend

my nights and my mornings are much, much sweeter when my beau is snuggled up next to me.

today,

is thursday and tomorrow is friday and then it’s saturday aka jeff day aka my best friend is back home. i. can’t. wait. 

apparently this blog is dedicated to jeff today.
“ What did my hands do before they held you?
— Sylvia Plath (via sealegslegssea)

(Source: 24ribs, via sealegslegssea)
my favorite boys (especially the one in the stripessss)
tadcarpenter:
postcard from jeffrey today. practically a week until he’s home with me! :) so i finally gave in and called the doctor this morning in hopes of getting an appointment for this terrible ear ache i’ve had all week. luckily for me, he’s out of town for a while (my life is a joke) so they said they’d call me in some antibiotics or something. that was around 8:30 this morning. at 11:45 i decided to venture out of the house and go pick up those magical antibiotics, only to discover that my pharmacy’s phone lines had been down all day and hadn’t gotten anything from my doctor about prescriptions. AWESOME. of course, it was noon by this time, and my doctor’s office closes at lunch, so i had to wait another painful hour until i could call and see what was happening with my prescriptions. a bunch of bull shit and 4 hours later, i finally have my medicine and a bottle of ear drops that my mom brought me, so i’m rocking a cotton ball in my ear and it still hurts really badly. at least my postcard cheered me up. :)
today,

i miss getting to hold your hand in the car.
just about ten more days until you’re mine again. i never realized how much more lonely things would become if i couldn’t talk to you all throughout the day. i hope none of the other girls take texting for granted. i just miss telling you hi.

thirteen days and counting.
today,

has been exhausting. the past few weeks have been, actually. we’ve reached the halfway point, so thankfully that means jeff will be home in two short weeks. (please god let them be short) for some reason when jeff is gone, i cannot for the life of me sleep all the way through during the night. 3, 4, 5 o’clock wake ups are always guaranteed, and it’s starting to get old. another annoying thing? i’ve had daily headaches for about two months now and nothing gets rid of them. so i’ve got to make an appointment to get my eyes checked next week because i’ve tried everything else. also i’m blind when i drive at night so i guess it’s time i do something about that. 

sigh sigh sigh. life is weird when the person you’ve been living with for a few months just up and leaves for 30 days. it sort of feels like the worst kind of breakup. i’ve never wanted it to be mid august so badly before.

i used to hate august because the worst things always happened in that month. and a little part of me still worries a bit when i hear that it’s coming, but i’ve only got two days to become a little bit braver than i was last year and hope that august doesn’t wear me down. but august means jeffrey and he means the world.

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